Waiting for those audition results

Published on novembre 28, 2010

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I am not a patient person. For those of you that know me, this might even seem like an understatement. Even though I think I am willing to work toward my goals, waiting for results still maddens me.

However, I think I am finally learning to enjoy the process. Time in the practise room, in the swimming pool, in the tanning bed ;), in the library, is becoming sacred to me. Maybe it is because I am finally happy with my current situation – I love my life in Montreal. Maybe it is because I am savouring my final year in the safety net of school.

Now, the waiting is in the form of audition results. I, along with many of my colleagues, are waiting to hear back from the companies we auditioned for so far. The worst is when one singer receives an email, but you don’t receive anything at all. This is a true test of patience.

I have come to the point, now, where a rejection letter is almost a comfort. A rejection letter means that a particular door has been closed for me, for now. The fact is, I am on a path that is constantly moving forward, and it will continue to move forward. Doors that close or open to me simply define the direction I take. It is useless to stand there staring at the door that has been slammed in your face – it is useful to take a deep breath, smile, and keep on walking down the hallway.

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1 Comment

  1. Leona

    I love this post! You are in a great place right now….and I'm glad you know it. All things happen for a reason, and you've seen that in your life. I love the tanning bed!

Pour répondre à la question : "Est-ce que vous chantez toujours ?"

I have learned that there is a difference between my physical voice, and my voice in the broader sense. I have mastered my physical voice – all the nuances, the breaking points; learned the ways my voice likes to move and blossom. There is freedom and joy in the practise of using my voice in that way on stage. But I needed something more.

La magie de la vulnérabilité : Un an de sobriété

Inspirée par une petite puce en plastique argentée qui se trouvait dans ma poche et qui portait l'inscription "Women in Recovery" d'un côté et la prière de la sérénité de l'autre (et par mon téléphone rempli de nouveaux numéros), j'ai découvert un désir en moi que je ne savais même pas que je voulais avant d'entrer dans cette réunion. Je voulais me retrouver.