A new page

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📅 Published on December 20, 2019

Coming to the end of the decade, I find myself reflecting on the last ten to fifteen years. How far I’ve come! Honestly, I hardly recognize myself from the photos I found of even ten years ago. From feminine to masculine, from she to they, from professional/student singer to tech entrepreneur, there has always been something consistent in my life; that thing is writing.

The last few weeks, I have been making good on a promise I made to myself to wrest my personal data from the clutches of Google, which means I am also sorting through old emails and blog posts, archiving, moving, reviewing, and reminiscing. I thought it a shame to take my blog posts from my travels off the internet completely, so I’ve created this new site. Maybe I’ll start to write about my life again. Maybe I’ll go back to Paris. Maybe I’ll relearn the piano and the guitar and let a song fly once again from my belly.

No promises.


Grieving the end of singing

Grieving the end of singing

You can’t live on joy, on applause. You can’t eat adoration. You can’t live in a concert hall. And my heart couldn’t bear losing another family after every gig. The universe did her best to keep me going. Who knows, maybe my big break was around the corner, and I just had to hang on a tiny bit longer, just one more audition. I guess I’ll never know.